Schemes and Bloomy Dreams
Oct. 7th, 2005 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
r_scribblesWell, I've had a few ideas for getting my ass in gear (off to apply for a few jobs online in a tick...), so I'm feeling a bit better.
No time to scribble for a while, though, since there's another Funpacked weekend of friend visiting lined up. Great as that is, slightly irritated that I'm having to leave the script where it is for a while, since I've so nearly wrapped up the Daddydeath issues, and Eppie 10 promises to serve up a big slice of loveliness (I've had enough of the torment for the time being...)
Dream last night was just plain weird, and more than a little disturbing. Involved the Bloomster for a change (might be my Very First Bloom Dream, actually) and I was being really really violent to him. We're talking serious mutilation (eye gouging, castration...) & protracted sodomy (yes, I know that's difficult to do when you have no penis... it was a dream, OK?) My subconcious punishing him for Troy, you say? Yeah, but I hated doing it, while he seemed to enjoy it.
Weird. Sometimes I worry about my underlying aggression. Hmm.
No time to scribble for a while, though, since there's another Funpacked weekend of friend visiting lined up. Great as that is, slightly irritated that I'm having to leave the script where it is for a while, since I've so nearly wrapped up the Daddydeath issues, and Eppie 10 promises to serve up a big slice of loveliness (I've had enough of the torment for the time being...)
Dream last night was just plain weird, and more than a little disturbing. Involved the Bloomster for a change (might be my Very First Bloom Dream, actually) and I was being really really violent to him. We're talking serious mutilation (eye gouging, castration...) & protracted sodomy (yes, I know that's difficult to do when you have no penis... it was a dream, OK?) My subconcious punishing him for Troy, you say? Yeah, but I hated doing it, while he seemed to enjoy it.
Weird. Sometimes I worry about my underlying aggression. Hmm.
